Behold

Here's something you've probably never heard me post before : I'm well overdue for an update. LOL
I really need to stop procrastinating on make new posts because by the time I get around to posting I have so many things that I had wanted to post about that I don't know where to start and about half the stuff I wanted to say wont get said. But I guess I'll try my best.

I guess I'll start first with school. I really didn't finish school with what I had wanted when I first signed up for the program in Calgary. It truly feels like moving up here for the last 7 months has been a waste of time in my life. I shoudl have just not signed up for another semester, and just worked for a bit and found a better place to live in in Calgary until I was ready to go back to school. The fact that emotionally I prolly wasn't ready to continue with what I was doing would most likely be the main reason as to why I didn't do so well in classes. Though also as posted in previous posts, the actual style of school was far too different up here too. And the teachers were half crazy I swear. So anyways, I ended up dropping the entire accounting part of my course for the semester I took up here. So when I did finish school up here, I didn't finish with anything even remotely close to what I had wanted. So though I can probably use the certificate I got from this semester up here to get me some weird sort of office job, that I could work for a bit as experience of something, its not what I want to do, and I know I must go back to school to get what I really want. But I wont dare go back to school up here. The best choice might be to continue where I left off in Calgary, and get the actual diploma I had originally wanted. But I'm not sure if I actually want to do that now. I'm not sure. I know I should go back to school, but theres also the option of taking accounting stuff online. I guess we'll see how things go. I think I just want to focus right now on finding a place to live and once I'm settled in with my life, then possibly go back to school.

Hrm, I meant to go on about so much much more other stuff, but after I typed that last paragraph I got talking to RJ for a really long time, and now I'm too tired to get my brain working to talk about all the other stuff I wanted to say. I'm leaving to go to Calgary the day after tomorrow for consultation on the surgery I need to have. Once I get back I'll *try* to get some more posted. I know I can be so lazy when it comes to posting. Sorry. This time...blame RJ lol
g'night