wellity well
I havn't posted in a while, and since I'm about to leave I figure I will post something beforehand.
Well the new year has started and 2003 is now in old. What sort of things did I learn in the year? Hrm let me think
-To be solitaire is to be lonesome
-Don't put forks in the microwave
-'I love you' is too simple to say to everyone, yet difficult to say to the ones you really do care for.
-No matter what is said, and friend is not a friend unless they are still there in the end.
-I am a Bunneh
-Love Thy Neighbor is a fucking joke
-You can't be away forever
-Patience is something I hope I have enough of..
-Distance means nothing, but time means everything
Messages to people who've affected me most...
Lynx: You are my princess and I will always be there for you. I promise to take care of you no matter what. Just call me and I'll give everything I have to help you. You are so far away from me right now, and it's impossible not to miss you. You've always inspired me, and I've always looked up to you, yet held you close like a sister. Don't worry about the distance, you'll be back and we'll still be the same.
Stefen: You are such a magical person. Thank you so much for letting me stay with you this summer, and thank you even more for talking to me about everything and nothing. I glaze into a dream every time you talk, you say things so perfectly and wonderfully. As Grey you will always be la Coeur D'ombre, and I see the perfection. It's so nice to always have your support.
Cambria: I really have no idea what happened to us. It hurt and I'm having trouble missing you. I hope you have a nice life in San Diego.
Alex: you're my best friend nowadays. Thank you for meeting me this year, I'd be totally lost without you now. Thank you for taking me out and being my escort to all these places that you prolly never really want to go to. Thanks for staying up all night all the time to talk with me. Like those nights at Denny's or Brewsters. Thanks for having patience with me all those times we've done stuff and I've shown up late for every one of them. Thanks for not killing my cats, and not killing me through all those non-existant attempts ;)
Matt: It seemed at first like you appeared out of nowhere, but I was so glad you came. My birthday was one of the best birthday's ever because you came up to visit and our gang hung out for a week straight. You were also the only person who bought me a birthday gift. Thanks for all those 7 hour phone convo's of talking about nothing...they were fun! Thanks for saying all those funny things you said that kept us all laughing, and thanks for being an evercrack whore. We all miss you down in winterpeg.
James: Thanks for always driving us everywhere, sorry that it damaged one vehicle and totalled another. Whoever said mud peeps couldn't become friends in rl were dumbasses.
Sean: Stop stealing my beer! I'm j/k, thanks for drinking with me all those times and keeping up with me shot for shot. Not to mention helping each other whenever we were reduced to puke....oh wait I wasn't supposed to say that was I? ;) Good luck with all those girls you player!
Dale: Thank you for being the best stepmother on the face of the earth. You're more of a friend than anything else. It feels so nice to know that you are there for me in that way. You are my sanctuary whenever I come visit fort st. john. I'll see you in the morning.
Cura: stop eating my hair!!! Crazy cats. Had to mention them. I'd be so very lonely out in my shack without my kitties.
Llandryl: Thank you for showing me that jumping too fast causes a person to fall.
There are others, but well...I'll post about you some other time. If I remember.
My heart has been feeling giddy and jumpy lately. I need to slow my pace to that of the world as I know I have so much of a wait for things in my life. But I guess it's good to feel good like this :)
Well I'll post again soon, but I have an hour before I must go out to the bus station and drive for 14 hours to go see my father and family. It's been too long since I've seen my brother...2 years now? always good to catch up.